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Monday, March 21, 2011
hello mine there! its funny how I always thinkin' 'bout you. I've been here, tweeting, messing around with meaningless tweets. galau-ism. *gak suka liat tweets gua galau ? timpukin aqua gelas aja*
hm. I knew. always knew. that. no. more. chance. to. be. with. you. *sengaja setiap kata dikasih titik jadi seakan-akan gua bacanya berat emang berat tau bacanya!!! :'( gitu sambil menghela napas sambil berenang minum air makan indomie (?)*
its about 212 days being single. I know it doesn't matter because I still had my besties here with me to cheer me up. but no, no its not about it that I want to discuss here.
just wanna spend my time, remind me again with all those memories with you. I know that probably unnecessary. very unnecessary to explain how I still stuck here. and it wouldn't couldn't change everything.
but I just don't know why. your face still remains. your funny behavior. lo! lo bener-bener udah ngambil alih pikiran gua!
jujur, gua. masih. ngarepin. lo. balik. lagi. sama. gua. ya. walaupun. gua. tau. lo. kayanya. gamau. ya. karena. lagi-lagi. masalahnya. adalah. perbedaan. agama.
but. did 'cha know?! gua bener-bener belom bisa. lupain lo.
kalau pun ada keinginan gua buat deket sama yg lain. udah. udah deket tapi tetep aja kayanya lo masih irreplaceable.
like lady antebellum lyric, "opening up has always been the hardest thing"
I just can't find a way to let go of you.
I just can't find a way to let go of you.
dan mood untuk deket sama cowok lain juga udah ilang. ilang bgt. kalo gini caranya, gua bisa jadi suka beneran sama cewek! *gak kok gak bakal, ini cuma kata-kata basic mengancam wkwk*
hm. gua bingung. gua maunya apa. mau balikan sama lo? hm gua ragu juga soalnya percuma kalo balikan trus pacaran lagi ntar gua dicuekin lg kan males bgt gada upgrade nya dong itu mah TT_TT
tapi gak balikan juga berarti gua harus siap. siap kalo ntar lo suka sama orang lain, trus jadian sam orang lain dan bla bla bla. duh siap gak ya gua?
sedangkan kalo gua yg move on. mau move on sama siapa? kayanya gada yg menarik lagi didunia ini. dan lagi gua yakin cowok pasti gamau pdkt sm cewek yg bahkan belom bisa lupain mantannya. terus? gua harus gimana dong. yailah rempong bgt da..da....-_-"
hm. gua bingung. gua maunya apa. mau balikan sama lo? hm gua ragu juga soalnya percuma kalo balikan trus pacaran lagi ntar gua dicuekin lg kan males bgt gada upgrade nya dong itu mah TT_TT
tapi gak balikan juga berarti gua harus siap. siap kalo ntar lo suka sama orang lain, trus jadian sam orang lain dan bla bla bla. duh siap gak ya gua?
sedangkan kalo gua yg move on. mau move on sama siapa? kayanya gada yg menarik lagi didunia ini. dan lagi gua yakin cowok pasti gamau pdkt sm cewek yg bahkan belom bisa lupain mantannya. terus? gua harus gimana dong. yailah rempong bgt da..da....-_-"
I shouldn't have walked away. I would've stayed if you said. We could've made everything OK.
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