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    Barely..

    Sunday, April 17, 2011

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    I dunno from where to start, just wanna let my finger type these all.
    honestly, I often feelin' like this.. confused, anxiety, thrill, grinning, suddenly crying, but also happy in the same time. okay, let say it in simple sentence.. "I'm in love"
    but as usual, when I'm in love... it rarely ending with... "happiness"
    is it wrong if I'd wishing I'll have a mate (boyfriend) in my birthday? coz I've been single for almost 1 year.
    at least, I wish my "gebetan" or someone I like will more closer w/ me.
    I want Katya!
    a boy who officially has steal my heart since April 11th 2011.
    a boy who made me laugh, grinning, & helped me do the exam (uts).
    a boy who have a long talk with me 5 days consecutively.
    coz believe it or not, so far I had through my senior high school time.. I've never been so close w/ any boy, even in my class. poor me. therefore, I'm fallin' love easily with Katya.
    and fortunately I adore him since semester 1. but previously,  I just adore him. then now it changed into more.

    I even still remember our conversation. oh my God... I'm afraid if I really really fall in love w/ you.
    cause I knew it will be hurt me so bad.
    you'll never notice me...  an ordinary girl who not pretty, not smart & not rich. I'm nothing.
    and now I missing you so much. time together just for 5 days isn't enough.  it felt weird when suddenly I had to be alone......
    I have to through my holiday without seeing you there... I'm used to be always seen you come late to school. and now? I can't.
    I'm afraid if I see you again next time in school, you're acting like you don't know me :'-{
    please, I'm begging you... I wish we will always be in good relationship.
    and before I had too much hoping you'll be mine, I have to stop those love struck.
    cause I barely loved you.... and I don't want to be the one who will be hurt.


    strength.

    Wednesday, April 6, 2011

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    allhamdulillah ya Allah. you had given me endless blessings.
    even grateful isn't enough to described how's my feeling all this time. everytime, every minutes, every hours, everyday, every single choices I had choose, every step on my way, every tears that fell down, every blessedness & many more. everything You gave to me, God. everything!
    I'm so sorry for any complaint that comes from my mouth. I knew I don't even deserved to expect Your forgiveness.
    dear God, I had so much fun today. especially when my strength has back! coz I'm not doing any pencak silat exercises for more than 3 weeks & its about 7 times exercises I'd missed.
    I've just lost my passion for several weeks. and....damn.... I must confess. I lost my passion because of him. how fool I am.
    I just can't stop thinking of him. I knew it doesn't even worth, but..... I just don't know why.
    I'm on progress, built a wall to against my feeling. I can't stand it, I hate when I'm goin' dumb 'caused of sucks love.
    indeed, I can't seem to find myself. fear, worry & anxiety that taking over my mind.
    in which, April comes with its beauty & luck. I'm gettin' more thrill. aging is on his way. H-20 to my Birthday.
    all that I can said, I wish all my hope & dreams & everything I thought will come true.
    I knew everything we had thought, we had built in our mind, sooner or later will be come true.
    we just have to wait, let God do His job and you keep praying....then God would giving :')



    Sunday, April 17, 2011

    Barely..

    I dunno from where to start, just wanna let my finger type these all.
    honestly, I often feelin' like this.. confused, anxiety, thrill, grinning, suddenly crying, but also happy in the same time. okay, let say it in simple sentence.. "I'm in love"
    but as usual, when I'm in love... it rarely ending with... "happiness"
    is it wrong if I'd wishing I'll have a mate (boyfriend) in my birthday? coz I've been single for almost 1 year.
    at least, I wish my "gebetan" or someone I like will more closer w/ me.
    I want Katya!
    a boy who officially has steal my heart since April 11th 2011.
    a boy who made me laugh, grinning, & helped me do the exam (uts).
    a boy who have a long talk with me 5 days consecutively.
    coz believe it or not, so far I had through my senior high school time.. I've never been so close w/ any boy, even in my class. poor me. therefore, I'm fallin' love easily with Katya.
    and fortunately I adore him since semester 1. but previously,  I just adore him. then now it changed into more.

    I even still remember our conversation. oh my God... I'm afraid if I really really fall in love w/ you.
    cause I knew it will be hurt me so bad.
    you'll never notice me...  an ordinary girl who not pretty, not smart & not rich. I'm nothing.
    and now I missing you so much. time together just for 5 days isn't enough.  it felt weird when suddenly I had to be alone......
    I have to through my holiday without seeing you there... I'm used to be always seen you come late to school. and now? I can't.
    I'm afraid if I see you again next time in school, you're acting like you don't know me :'-{
    please, I'm begging you... I wish we will always be in good relationship.
    and before I had too much hoping you'll be mine, I have to stop those love struck.
    cause I barely loved you.... and I don't want to be the one who will be hurt.


    Posted by Talitha Elda at 1:54 AM 0 comments

    Wednesday, April 6, 2011

    strength.

    allhamdulillah ya Allah. you had given me endless blessings.
    even grateful isn't enough to described how's my feeling all this time. everytime, every minutes, every hours, everyday, every single choices I had choose, every step on my way, every tears that fell down, every blessedness & many more. everything You gave to me, God. everything!
    I'm so sorry for any complaint that comes from my mouth. I knew I don't even deserved to expect Your forgiveness.
    dear God, I had so much fun today. especially when my strength has back! coz I'm not doing any pencak silat exercises for more than 3 weeks & its about 7 times exercises I'd missed.
    I've just lost my passion for several weeks. and....damn.... I must confess. I lost my passion because of him. how fool I am.
    I just can't stop thinking of him. I knew it doesn't even worth, but..... I just don't know why.
    I'm on progress, built a wall to against my feeling. I can't stand it, I hate when I'm goin' dumb 'caused of sucks love.
    indeed, I can't seem to find myself. fear, worry & anxiety that taking over my mind.
    in which, April comes with its beauty & luck. I'm gettin' more thrill. aging is on his way. H-20 to my Birthday.
    all that I can said, I wish all my hope & dreams & everything I thought will come true.
    I knew everything we had thought, we had built in our mind, sooner or later will be come true.
    we just have to wait, let God do His job and you keep praying....then God would giving :')



    Posted by Talitha Elda at 10:25 AM 0 comments
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