choices.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
choices? its complicated. we'll never felt it til we had tried. and everything in this life its all about choices.
your choices taking you into what you will accept in this life. whether its good or not, its all your choices.
they said 'there's only 2 options in this life. good or bad. heaven or hell. love or hate. be loved or loving. antagonist or protagonist. rich or poor. healty or sick. happy or unhappy....' and etc.
but what if I want in a 'grey' zone? somewhere that will made me felt save. without many troubles.
what if I wanna be 'or'?
not 'good' and certainly not 'bad'?
I thru many experiences in my life, I dunno where this story will take me in happy or awful ending.
hello I'm just 15 turning to 16 in... 76 day later.
my mind are full of curiousity, adventure, just wanna have fun, and want everything to be instant.
want to be smart without study.
want to be pretty without self treatment.
want to be reliable without practice.
want to eat without cook.
want. want. want anything without effort.
and no one I should blaming for anything I do, all I can do is... look at the mirror. because whatever has happened, all the mistakes and success comes from myself, my choice.
I'm taurus girl, it's probably hard to makes me conform the rules. even I'm not a troublemaker, a girl who too indifferent could be a matters, right?
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