FᴙanktiscallitY.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

choices? its complicated. we'll never felt it til we had tried. and everything in this life its all about choices.

your choices taking you into what you will accept in this life. whether its good or not, its all your choices.

they said 'there's only 2 options in this life. good or bad. heaven or hell. love or hate. be loved or loving. antagonist or protagonist. rich or poor. healty or sick. happy or unhappy....' and etc.

but what if I want in a 'grey' zone? somewhere that will made me felt save. without many troubles.

what if I wanna be 'or'?

not 'good' and certainly not 'bad'?

I thru many experiences in my life, I dunno where this story will take me in happy or awful ending.

hello I'm just 15 turning to 16 in... 76 day later.

my mind are full of curiousity, adventure, just wanna have fun, and want everything to be instant.

want to be smart without study.

want to be pretty without self treatment.

want to be reliable without practice.

want to eat without cook.

want. want. want anything without effort.

and no one I should blaming for anything I do, all I can do is... look at the mirror. because whatever has happened, all the mistakes and success comes from myself, my choice.

I'm taurus girl, it's probably hard to makes me conform the rules. even I'm not a troublemaker, a girl who too indifferent could be a matters, right?

those meant what I felt (⌣́_⌣̀)

Monday, January 31, 2011

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long.

No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.

You keep me without chains.

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.

But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.

When I thought that I was strong.

But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me, and all over...

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long"

▶ Gravity-Sara Bareilles

"Forever can never be long enough for me

Feel like I've had long enough with you

Forget the world now, we won't let them see

But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted

Love has surely shifted my way

Marry me today and every day

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will

Together can never be close enough for me

Feel like I am close enough to you

You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you

And you're beautiful

Now that the wait is over

And love and has finally shown her my way

Marry me today and every day

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will

Promise me you'll always be happy by my side

I promise to sing to you when all the music dies

And marry me today and everyday

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will marry me"

▶ Marry me - Train

"I want a serious ~~girlfriend~~ BOYFRIEND. Somebody I can love, and gonna love me back. Is that psycho?" -Sixteen Candles (1984)

"I know I have a heart, because I feel it breaking." -The Wizard of Oz (1939)

dream

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I had a dream, dream about u, dream about me, dream about us.
from the first time we met. I can't felt it. I don't even like u.
u're so vanity, ignorant, u made a jokes then so fastly clam up. u're moody, but sometimes you're extremely funny. why does u act so... gaaahh! so confusing me!
but then, I dunno why.
I was. fall.
I am. into. u. -_-?
after we often met.
something different, something makes my heartbeat goin' faster than before.

it shouldn't be this hard to say... "we belong together"
'cause u probably knew I'd said it all the time.
its not a 'statement'
it was a... wish :'(
but the fact remains, you weren't mine. and hell yeah I weren't belongs to you.

award \m/

Sunday, January 23, 2011

yuhu, gua baru nyadar dapet award hahaha. baru sempet ngerepost cekayaaang :3

The rules....

- Thank and link the person who awarded me this award. Thankyouu adek izka :DDDDDD
-Share 8 thing about my self.

I'm a Muslim
moody. suka tiba2 ketawa trus tiba2 diem trus tiba2 ngakak trus tiba2 ngantuk (?)
kurang lebih 95 hari lagi berulangtahun yang ke 16 hehe
lagi sibuk tanding silat sana sini (beuhh gaya) HAHAHAHA
lagi berusaha keras memperbaiki nilai di semester 2 -__-
AAAA pengen banget masuk IPS dan kuliah di UI jurusan Hukum :3
lagi kangen bgt sama sahabat222kuuuuuh. Ayash Nisa Eldi Eva Nadya Vennika Niken Vieke Fia
lagi memupuk kesabaran nih, supaya dapet 'the right one' hehe capek main2 teyuuus :p

- Pay it forward to 8 bloggers that I recently discovered

-Contact those bloggers and tell them about their awards!

So, here they are. don't forget to visit them all :DDDDD

Thursday, February 10, 2011

choices.

choices? its complicated. we'll never felt it til we had tried. and everything in this life its all about choices.

your choices taking you into what you will accept in this life. whether its good or not, its all your choices.

but what if I want in a 'grey' zone? somewhere that will made me felt save. without many troubles.

what if I wanna be 'or'?

not 'good' and certainly not 'bad'?

I thru many experiences in my life, I dunno where this story will take me in happy or awful ending.

hello I'm just 15 turning to 16 in... 76 day later.

my mind are full of curiousity, adventure, just wanna have fun, and want everything to be instant.

want to be smart without study.

want to be pretty without self treatment.

want to be reliable without practice.

want to eat without cook.

want. want. want anything without effort.

and no one I should blaming for anything I do, all I can do is... look at the mirror. because whatever has happened, all the mistakes and success comes from myself, my choice.

I'm taurus girl, it's probably hard to makes me conform the rules. even I'm not a troublemaker, a girl who too indifferent could be a matters, right?

Monday, January 31, 2011

those meant what I felt (⌣́_⌣̀)

Something always brings me back to you

It never takes too long.

No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.

You keep me without chains.

I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.

But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.

When I thought that I was strong.

But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.

The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me, and all over...

Something always brings me back to you.

It never takes too long"

▶ Gravity-Sara Bareilles

"Forever can never be long enough for me

Feel like I've had long enough with you

Forget the world now, we won't let them see

But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted

Love has surely shifted my way

Marry me today and every day

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will

Together can never be close enough for me

Feel like I am close enough to you

You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you

And you're beautiful

Now that the wait is over

And love and has finally shown her my way

Marry me today and every day

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will

Promise me you'll always be happy by my side

I promise to sing to you when all the music dies

And marry me today and everyday

Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

Say you will, say you will marry me"

▶ Marry me - Train

"I want a serious ~~girlfriend~~ BOYFRIEND. Somebody I can love, and gonna love me back. Is that psycho?" -Sixteen Candles (1984)

"I know I have a heart, because I feel it breaking." -The Wizard of Oz (1939)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

dream

Sunday, January 23, 2011

award \m/

yuhu, gua baru nyadar dapet award hahaha. baru sempet ngerepost cekayaaang :3

The rules....

- Thank and link the person who awarded me this award. Thankyouu adek izka :DDDDDD
-Share 8 thing about my self.

I'm a Muslim
moody. suka tiba2 ketawa trus tiba2 diem trus tiba2 ngakak trus tiba2 ngantuk (?)
kurang lebih 95 hari lagi berulangtahun yang ke 16 hehe
lagi sibuk tanding silat sana sini (beuhh gaya) HAHAHAHA
lagi berusaha keras memperbaiki nilai di semester 2 -__-
AAAA pengen banget masuk IPS dan kuliah di UI jurusan Hukum :3
lagi kangen bgt sama sahabat222kuuuuuh. Ayash Nisa Eldi Eva Nadya Vennika Niken Vieke Fia
lagi memupuk kesabaran nih, supaya dapet 'the right one' hehe capek main2 teyuuus :p

- Pay it forward to 8 bloggers that I recently discovered

-Contact those bloggers and tell them about their awards!

So, here they are. don't forget to visit them all :DDDDD

FᴙanktiscallitY.

your lucky number

what time is it?

choices.

those meant what I felt (⌣́_⌣̀)

dream

award \m/

Thursday, February 10, 2011

choices.

Monday, January 31, 2011

those meant what I felt (⌣́_⌣̀)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

dream

Sunday, January 23, 2011

award \m/

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